My Busy week.

Well another busy week son has school and a baseball game tonight. I have been working on school work today . I have also been on the phone with the Financial Aid office . I wonder if anyone else has had any problems with them . I have had to send a paper in over 9 times to them . My school bill has not been paid yet .I am so upset I think I have been spending more time on the phone with them than I have been spending on my school work .I think that is so sad.They all keep telling me the same thing I am so tried of having to call them to find out what is going on. Well get had to get that off my chest.

Should people get maaried or stay together for the kids.

I know it's not easy to take care of a child on your own , but if you don't get along with some one should you stay with them. I was married for two years I kicked my husband out after my sons first birthday . He wouldn't keep a job and all we did was fight . We still fight and I hate it . I have a friend who is going to marry this girl just because they have a kid . They don't get along and they have broken up at lest four time in the past year . I just don't see how it will work . Am I wrong for thinking that I want him to be happy , but he is not . He is doing this to stay with the kid . I think that is the wrong reason . I don't think things will end good for him . I don't know what else to tell him I am trying to be a friend and listen to him when he needs to talk , but I don't agree with what he is doing it's not the 1960's where it was a bad thing to have a kid a take care of it a lone . I am so scared that some one is going to get hurt and I think it will be the kid . I can't stand to see kids get hurt . I love children and they should have a family , but not one that is not happy . I also know people have to make their own mistakes and learn from them . I just hate that a child is going to get hurt in all of this . I know my son wants a dad , but I can give him that his dad likes to drink to much and i can't live like that any more and my son shouldn't have to . That is why I left him i couldn't handle the drinking. Well I guess I have said enough see you all in class.

My week

Well my week has been busy my son had baseball practice on sunday at 3:00 we where at the ball park until 5:00 . He is getting better at hitting the ball . I am so glad he likes playing . WE came home and he went swimming for a little while . I cooked supper for him he said he was ready to eat. We watch a little TV and he got ready for bed . He didn't want to go to bed but I made he . It started raining so I couldn't watch True Blood like I wanted to . Oh well I might get to watch it later. We had a baseball game Monday night at 6:00 but we had to be there at 5:30 . They won again they have another game Thursday night at 6:00 . Got open house tonight at 7:00 I think he is going to want to go. Well got to go get him at school see you all in class.

My weekend a lone

Had a very busy week son started school and he had baseball games .He is with his dad this weekend so I have some time to my self . I can do my school work and clean the house . I like my time a lone , but I miss having someone here.I can get a lot done while he is gone I just hate not having any one to talk to or do things with .I really hate eating alone . One of my friends told me I was a good person , but why is it so hard to find a guy who wants to be with me . I haven't had any luck with men it seems they only want a friend or just a one night stand . I am trying my best to just take care of my son and be a lone , but some times it's hard . I see all these couples that are happy and I want to know what I am doing wrong. My friends tell me it takes time well I told them I have been waiting for a long time .I am 42 years old and haven't find the right guy yet .I told them I give up I am not looking any more . I guess I will just do my school work and not worry about a man.

Well had a long day had to cut my grass it was getting bad. I hate to do it but I know I have it . Some time living a with just a 8 year old just sucks but it has been just me and him for over 7 years now . I am use to doing everything myself some times it hard , but I do it for my son. I never thought I would be a single mom but I am . My mom always told me it takes two to raise a kid . Well I am trying my best to do it by myself . I have to ask her for help every now and then . I hate having to ask her , but she and my dad are all I have to help when I need it. It's good to have family to help you out . Just wonder some times where all the good single men are who want to have a family are . I haven't found one yet .

First day of school.

Today was the first day of school for my son. I have to get use to getting up and taking him to school every day .I didn't think he would want to go back to school , but he was ready . He has a baseball game tonight and I have my other class tonight . I hope his game will not take to long . I don't want to miss class . He should go to bed early tonight he didn't go to bed last night until 11:00pm . I don't know why he stayed up so late . Hope I can sleep better tonight to I haven't been sleeping good lately . Hope I thing will start to get better soon I have been out of work to long and it's starting to get to me .I think all the women who are stay at home moms do a very hard job , I have worked all of my life and the only time I stayed home was when I had my son . I am glad I am in school it gives me some thing to do . I just hate not being around my friends that I use to work with I miss them.

My son

My son started fall baseball Friday it was so hot . I couldn't believe they where playing at 5:00pm and it felt like it was 110 out there. His face was so red I thought he was going to get sick . I think I am the one who got sick. He has his first game tonight at 6:00pm and it's going to feel like 106 . I hope he will be okay and he doesn't get sick .He has another game tomorrow night at 7:00pm . I have on idea how hot it will be .